[01 Jul 2005|11:54pm] tonight is one of the worst nights of my life post comment

JULY 2ND! [19 Jun 2005|12:21pm] Intro5pect Bullet Train to Moscow Moral Abyss Loitor Cognition Mission G @ the modified. be there at 7pm. 5 or 6 bux. post comment

[21 May 2005|10:06pm] I always find ways to just fuck things up. post comment

[14 May 2005|01:51pm] [ mood | waiting for sukhi to come home ] [ music | Dead Fall ] I really miss sukhi right now. Keeping myself distracted from think about her isn't work as well as I thought. I cant wait for her to come home eventho she's only been gone a day, it feels like forever. 1 post comment

[30 Apr 2005|09:51am] [ mood | tired but happy ] [ music | Gridlokt ] Last night was pretty tough for me, but sukhi did something really sweet. most everyone knows that the only main way of communication between us is on the phone, well, last night i was having some problems and i didnt want her to go so she didnt. sometimes when im not feeling good i have her stay on the phone with me until i can go to sleep, and vise versa. i fell asleep, and she stayed on the phone for over an hour. i dno, to me thats really sweet. it made me happy to know she was there. she's always there when i need her the most =) 1 post comment

its been awhile [14 Apr 2005|10:17pm] [ mood | tired ] i havent seen sukhi in awhile, other then the show last sunday. it really means the world to me when i see her. show was good, great time. im booking some shows for may and june and it looks like the one for my b-day is the same night as some show at the clubhouse, which would suck. so no show for my b0day. well im tired and sleepy. ill finish later. peace 1 post comment

SUNDAY APRIL 10 [08 Apr 2005|09:38pm] -Matinee show -Doors open at 1:45 post comment

Lyrics and life [07 Apr 2005|08:03pm] [ mood | sort of sick ] [ music | Winter's Solstice ] im playing a show on saturday if you go your cool, and if you dont ur cool points just went down. here we go... Sunday, April 10th @ The Clubhouse 1320 E. Broadway Rd. Tempe, AZ 85282 Fate To Fall Loren Battle The Donner Family Reunion Moral Abyss In Passing Calvary Starts: 2 Doors: 1:45 $6 (you can buy a pre-sale from me to help out the band) in other news... life is good, everything is slowly going back to place. im sort of worried about how i am feeling recently. literally feeling. its weird. my body is all goofy. other then that everything else is good. love is good, life is good. baseball is alright. i have a game tomorrow, if anyone wants to go it's at mcclintock high school, alittle north of mcclintock and southern. starts at 4. if you go your my best friend. if you dont i guess ur still my friend... well this is the end of my post, o ya, i wrote some lyrics the past week or so... "Immortal, satin sky" Ecstasy locked in an asylum. A fortress baracaded by an eroding abyss. Wolves of adversity fortify mortality. Consequently, that is life, And this is love. Draining through the hardwood floor. Of an immortal, satin sky. For the heros buried alive. For the first bullet that has failed. And the second that aims for glory. Then the stilletto wind swallows. Devouring a dynasty of perfection. "Logical Manner" So consecutively the acid descends. Drenching all logical manner. Collapsing such a profound sagnificance of restraint. Mortification subdued by reluctance, By merely a substantial accusation. A saga unveiling before your eyes. And it still holds true. Truer than words. As true as the accusation embedded in my skin. Only to sever me as whole, as one. Leaving only remains of an imperfect revelation. big vocabulary in that one. ooo yaaa thats it, peace 1 post comment

one year and 3 months! [13 Mar 2005|01:33pm] [ mood | tired/happy ] [ music | Obskurity ] Sukhi and I have been going out for a year and 3 months today! now that is awesome 1 post comment

[09 Mar 2005|07:57pm] [ mood | shitty ] [ music | In Passing Calvary- ] I wished my friends would cut down on the hardcore jokes, they're sort of getting old. And pointless. It seems that whenever I go off by myself and read or do homework I find myself happier then I would chilling at the table we all sit at. Eventhough I love some of those guys. 1 post comment

[04 Mar 2005|08:29pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | As I Lay Dying ] It's pretty amazing that after a year and alittle over 2 months you're still insanely in love with the same girl, and still love her laugh and smile. It's the best feeling in the world. I think I'm in love <333 post comment

[16 Feb 2005|06:53pm] [ music | Between The Buried And Me ] I think all my friends are excluding me now. 2 post comment

SAT's suck... [14 Feb 2005|09:33pm] [ mood | shitty ] [ music | Job For A Cowboy-Dead Stale Endings ] I guess Sukhi didn't get her parents standard score for the SAT. Which I mean who could with her parents? So they took her phone away and she can't go out until she can retake her test, which isn't till May... So now I wont be able to talk to her or see her till May, unless her parents go out or something (or we talk online). So it's going to be tuff for the next few months. I really need my license. So now I'm just looking forward to summer school where I'll see her like everyday. O ya, Moral Abyss is making a demo next Sunday, I'm one of the vocalists. If you want one leave a comment and I'll make sure that you get one. If you live out of AZ, I'll mail you one but you best burn a few copies and give it to your friends! Just IM me and we can go from there. Later post comment

[09 Feb 2005|08:47pm] I'm seeing Sukhi saturday! We're seeing the movie Phantom of the Opera. I hope it's good. Is it??? She said it was some musical thing, but I heard a few good things so I'm curious. I'm just happy to see her again. Things are good, but life is a rollercoaster so I'm wondering what's gunna come next. Baseball season started. I'm excited. Nothing really else to say. That's all folks. Later. post comment

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I gotta clear shit up [02 Feb 2005|06:46pm] [ music | Machine Gun Romantics ] My entry bout the band, well somethings were unclear. When I talked about michael, I didn't mean it as he doesn't know HOW to scream, he just still isn't singing some parts of our song right. If anything, he taught me how to scream cuz he did was doing it before me. I truly feel everything else in the entry is correct. Tomorrow all the drama and feelings will be let out. Something we need, we need to just sit down and let all of our feelings out. Tomorrow everything should work out, something I've sort of wanted to do as a band for quite awhile. If you don't go, then I will KILL YOU!: Feb. 10th @ The Phix 1113 NW Grand Ave. Doors: 7 30 Starts: 8 $6 Moral Abyss (we go on at 8/ we got a few new better songs!) Los Kung-Fu Monkeys Destruction Made Simple Sigma we should have a website up soon, lets hope. 2 post comment

fire for a dry mouth [01 Feb 2005|04:18pm] [ mood | stressed ] [ music | Underoath ] I saw the movie Meet The Fockers w/ Sukhi on saturday. It was really fun. I didnt see Sukhi for like 3 weeks so it was really awesome to see her. I missed her so much. Didn't really do anything else. Band practice w/ the new band. Fun stuff, Jay the bassist of Coughing Up Blood is playing with us, he thought we were good. Can't wait until I see her again tho. It's like the highlight of my week. We decided to take Economics during summer. It's going to be awesome, I'll see her like everyday for a few weeks. It's going to be sweet, i'm excited. I can copy of her papers and shit...aww, the life of a lazy ass. I hope that class is easy tho cuz I dont wanna look like a dumbass even more. This summer should be pretty sweet. I'm quiting football so I'll have soooo much more free time to do what I want. not else. goodbye post comment

[23 Jan 2005|06:45pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | the words of jesus ] Sukhi went to Cali. this weekend so I really don't have shit to do. Moral Abyss practice got cancelled so Im moping around the house. My other band practiced, fun stuff. Other then that I'm sitting in my room listening to music. It's funny how much you realize you love someone when they aren't around. And I'm scared sooo much cuz there's like no way knowing if she is ok or not. I realized how much I don't like typing in this thing but it's my only way of using my words to describe my real feelings. So I pretty much have to stick to this. Anyways, things are alright I guess, went to a show last night, emo shows are too calm. It sort of made me uncomfortable. Casey Jones isn't too bad (did an OC cover, pretty sweet). Made me wish I was with Sukhi even more..damn that emo. Well im out. peace 2 post comment

Going Downhill [17 Jan 2005|05:59pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | straight from band practice ] Shit aint looking not to great right now, thought it was until today. Today at band practice the new kid in the band JJ screamed and like everyone was in aww of him. He was pretty good tho, I'm just sort of pissed cuz after that I could tell that everyone was thinking,"damn...he's better than Daniel" in their heads. Then the other Daniel said, you should let JJ scream and you play bass." That's when I got pissed. It's like this new kid coming in and making the impression to everyone that he should scream and take your position. Moral Abyss is a good band, my first serious band, but sometimes I think maybe it just isn't for me. I started the band from the very beginning but now I might be leaving. Next practice if they keep insisting JJ sings Im just going to leave. Im tired of having to deal with teaching Michael how to sing eventho he still doesn't do it right and having to structure our songs cuz I'm the most "hardcore" one there so I should know how to put it all together. Well fuck it, I shouldn't have to set up the design for the website, look for ideas for shirt designs by myself, or get my parents to drive all our shit across town and do much much more for the band. Im tired of putting myself out there and not being appreciated for it. I just would like a thank you every once and awhile. But what I get is the new kid coming in and taking my position. Im not going to just be thrown around cuz he is probably be better than me and definitely not going to be fucking playing bass (no offense to anyone but personally I like being able to move where ever I want and not worry about a guitar on my shoulder). So Im starting a thrash band w/ Duncan and my new friend Emmett. Good shit. Sorry for all the bitching, I have kept alot of stuff in for awhile. btw... Jan. 22nd @ Minder Binder's Moral Abyss (we open) Starts:8 (Dont know how much or address) Feb. 10th @ The Phix 1113 NW Grand Ave Phoenix, AZ 85007 Doors: 7 30 Starts: 8 00 $6 Sigma Destruction Made Simple Los Kung-Fu Monkeys Moral Abyss (possibly last show for me, who knows) 5 post comment

[08 Jan 2005|11:22pm] [ mood | sick ] [ music | damien rice ] I think this is my last entry for awhile, not as exciting as I thought this would be. No desire really. Maybe start a new one or something and more friends, who knows. Later 1 post comment

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